Chatting with my x

Oct. 2, 2008

Pitong taon at walong buwan ng nakalilipas simula ng kami’y magkahiwalay. Pitong taon kaming nde nag usap, pitong taon kaming nde nagkita, pitong taong kaming walang hi hello sa isat isa.


Sept 27, 2008 mga banda hapon nasa kwarto kmi nila mama, rab at ni kuya. My mga bagay kaming pinaguusapan hanggan sa napunta saken ang usapan. Napunta ang usapan ng bigla nila akong tinanung tungkol sa kung papaano kami nag hiwalag ng x ko. Sinagot ko ang kanilang mga katanungan pero “nde ako ang topic d2 sa usapan nten kaya ibalik nten ang topic nten”, wika ko sa kanila. Ngunit patuloy parin silang nangungulit at nacucurious kung anu nga ang nangyari sa amin ng x ko. Wala akong magawa kundi magkwento sa kanila.

Mga banding alas nuwebe na ng gabi ng magbukas ako ng computer at mag internet. As usual, mag check ng email, mag YM, Youtube, Friendster, Multiply at mag greenpinoy forums. Ilang minuto na lang at mauubos na ang load ng smart bro ko. Hanggan sa matapos ko na ang dapat kong gawin nang biglang my sumulpot sa screen ko. Oo may biglang nag PM saken. At nde ko inaasahan na sya ang mag ppm saken. Akalain mo kani-kanina lang ay napag kwentuhan naming sya at ngayon eh bigla syang nagparamdam saken. Ito ang mga ilan sa mga napag usapan nmin.


sya (9/27/2008 12:52:15 AM): hui !!
Kuletz (9/27/2008 12:52:25 AM): hehehe musta na??
sya (9/27/2008 12:54:32 AM): nice pic bagong straight hehe
Kuletz (9/27/2008 12:54:38 AM): hahahha
sya (9/27/2008 12:54:55 AM): wala work
Kuletz(9/27/2008 12:55:05 AM): hahahaha wala nko work... d2 nako pinas ngayon
sya (9/27/2008 12:55:27 AM): huh !! vacation ??
Kuletz(9/27/2008 12:56:11 AM): nope. nag end of contract nako don... pero meron pang isang work na nag aantay sken don... but i cant decide yet kun babalik pa ba ko don
sya (9/27/2008 12:56:42 AM): san kba anyways nag work??
Kuletz(9/27/2008 12:57:14 AM): yoko na bumalik don eh
Kuletz(9/27/2008 12:57:17 AM): sa dubai??
sya (9/27/2008 12:58:04 AM): ket naman
sya (9/27/2008 12:58:16 AM): sayang laki yata salary
Kuletz(9/27/2008 12:58:30 AM): hahahha malaki nga eh kun di k naman msaya dba?
sya (9/27/2008 12:58:54 AM): y homesick
Kuletz(9/27/2008 12:58:58 AM): kakalungkot kaya don
sya (9/27/2008 12:59:31 AM): nka ilang taon ka dun
Kuletz(9/27/2008 12:59:31 AM): 2 yrs pow
sya (9/27/2008 12:59:51 AM): huwoooooooooow !!
sya (9/27/2008 1:00:01 AM): limpak limpak ang kinita muhahahaha !!
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:00:14 AM): hahahaha anuber??? wala nga eh... panu kakagala ko
sya (9/27/2008 1:00:49 AM): ganun kape tyu dyan pampagising hehe
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:01:08 AM): hahaha ayaw mo ng burger???
sya (9/27/2008 1:01:40 AM): tinatamad aku bumaba kya kape nlang
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:02:15 AM): hahahaha
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:02:20 AM): teka nasan kba ngayon??
Kuletz (9/27/2008 1:02:26 AM): sa gapo ba??
sya (9/27/2008 1:02:45 AM): d2 bago asa work hehehe
sya (9/27/2008 1:02:49 AM): baguio^^
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:03:02 AM): huwat tlga nasa baguio?? kagagaling lng namin dyan
sya (9/27/2008 1:03:21 AM): huh kelan
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:04:11 AM): hmmm nun sept18-21
sya (9/27/2008 1:04:29 AM): aah
sya (9/27/2008 1:04:45 AM): d2 ko nkatira ngaun bihira nko nauwi ng gapo eh
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:05:03 AM): tlga?? bket naman sa baguio??
sya (9/27/2008 1:05:27 AM): siempre and2 ang work eh

May gusto akong itanong sa kanya pero nde ko alam kun dapat ba tong itanung at parang ang sagwa kasing itanung ko agad eh ngayon nga lang kami ule nagkausap. Pero nacucurious lang talaga ako at gusto rin naman malaman kun anu na status nya sa buhay, kaya diretsahan ko narin syang tinanong ng ganito:

Kuletz (9/27/2008 1:05:33 AM): my asawa kana ba??
sya (9/27/2008 1:05:55 AM): wala sa utak ku yan hehe
Kuletz (9/27/2008 1:06:15 AM): whaaa ganun??
sya (9/27/2008 1:06:32 AM): ket??
Kuletz (9/27/2008 1:06:33 AM): hahaha sabagay ako din... gusto ko lang mag kababy
Kuletz (9/27/2008 1:06:47 AM): sakit sa ulo lng yang asawa eh dba??
sya (9/27/2008 1:06:56 AM): edi mag ampon
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:07:15 AM): yoko ng ampon
sya (9/27/2008 1:07:42 AM): ganun anak lang gus2 mo
sya (9/27/2008 1:07:48 AM): malupit ka din eh noh
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:08:03 AM): anung malupit ka dyan...
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:08:17 AM): uu naman masaya nako sa anak noh

Wala ng load ang smart bro ko pero patuloy parin ang connection ng internet ko…

sya (9/27/2008 1:08:25 AM): webcam naman dyan
Kuletz (9/27/2008 1:08:43 AM): sira un cam eh
sya (9/27/2008 1:08:48 AM): wag kna magsuklay hehehe
Kuletz (9/27/2008 1:09:00 AM): hahaha loko
sya (9/27/2008 1:09:01 AM): pauso !!!!!!
sya (9/27/2008 1:09:35 AM): anu nga pla work mo sa dubai
sya (9/27/2008 1:09:46 AM): doctor ba??
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:10:04 AM): anuber?? parang nde kita classmate nun college ah
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:10:08 AM): pharmacist pow
sya (9/27/2008 1:10:34 AM): aaaaaah
sya (9/27/2008 1:10:34 AM): honga pla
sya (9/27/2008 1:10:34 AM): sencya na ha na22yo utak ko d2 eh
sya (9/27/2008 1:11:09 AM): work ko ngaun endi radtech
sya (9/27/2008 1:11:10 AM): pro klang kesa naman mapanot ako sa radiation
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:11:20 AM): hahahaha prang kinalimutan mo nako ng tuluyan ha
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:11:25 AM): hahhaa ah ok
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:11:38 AM): call center ka dba?
sya (9/27/2008 1:12:35 AM): uu
sya (9/27/2008 1:12:35 AM): teks
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:12:46 AM): anung teks??
sya (9/27/2008 1:13:13 AM): tek support hehe
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:13:38 AM): ah ok churi naman
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:14:04 AM): buti pa kyo petiks lng noh
sya (9/27/2008 1:14:17 AM): hanap mko work sa dubai 2yo na utak ko d2 eh
sya (9/27/2008 1:14:37 AM): gus2 ko yung driver hahaha
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:14:42 AM): cgurado ka gusto mo mag dubai???
sya (9/27/2008 1:15:10 AM): pede rin ng mkasakay ng eroplano
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:15:12 AM): hay naku kun ako syo d2 kna lng... ang sarap sarap kaya ng buhay d2 sa pinas noh
sya (9/27/2008 1:15:26 AM): kakasawa na
Kuletz (9/27/2008 1:15:47 AM): naku hirap kaya mag abroad...
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:16:03 AM): kala nyo lang mganda at masaya pero nde ... nde .. nde...
sya (9/27/2008 1:16:05 AM): yun nga gus2 ko eh
sya (9/27/2008 1:16:23 AM): yung mka ranas ng hirap
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:16:51 AM): hahahhaa yabang mo!!!
sya (9/27/2008 1:17:34 AM): honga !!
sya (9/27/2008 1:18:28 AM): ppasok ako uupo kukuha ng kape
sya (9/27/2008 1:18:28 AM): bago umuwi ng bahay 3 redhorse muna pra 2log agad hehe
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:19:04 AM): ganun?? wag kana mag red horse... mag soju k nlng para maiba naman
sya (9/27/2008 1:19:54 AM): anu magagawa ko kung mga kasma ko pauwi prepreho kami sira bodyclock
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:21:27 AM): hahahha
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:22:33 AM): nde kaba busy minsan dyan sa work mo??
sya (9/27/2008 1:22:47 AM): pag dayshift bc
sya (9/27/2008 1:23:02 AM): pra pag nytshift kahit mag inuman pa kami d2 hehehe
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:23:10 AM): hahha ganun??
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:23:31 AM): oi kun ikaw ay nalulungkot, nalulumbay at walang magawa sa buhay
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:23:41 AM): bumisita ka sa www.greenpinoy.com
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:23:53 AM): hahaha ayan nag plug nako
sya (9/27/2008 1:23:54 AM): anumeron d2
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:24:01 AM): puro kalokohan
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:24:31 AM): panuorin mo narin un video na ginawa namin sa baguio, sa burnham park
sya (9/27/2008 1:24:38 AM): anung klaseng kalokohan hehehe
sya (9/27/2008 1:24:47 AM): aaaah
sya (9/27/2008 1:24:49 AM): prang utube ba
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:25:15 AM): bsta puro katatawanan, kalokohan,
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:25:30 AM): blocked ba dyan un ibang sites??
sya (9/27/2008 1:25:37 AM): hmmm
sya (9/27/2008 1:25:56 AM): kahit iblock nila makakalusot pa din ako hehehe
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:26:16 AM): hhahaha uu nga pala s teks k nga pla
sya (9/27/2008 1:26:37 AM): hehehe
sya (9/27/2008 1:26:59 AM): wala iba na mayan eh pa out of town nlang libanagn hehehe
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:27:37 AM): hahaha oi laseng kba??
sya (9/27/2008 1:27:53 AM): endi ah
sya (9/27/2008 1:27:59 AM): mmya pa inuman wahehehe
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:28:07 AM): eh bket barok un kanina??
sya (9/27/2008 1:28:25 AM): alin dun
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:28:35 AM): sya: hehehe sya: wala iba na mayan eh pa out of town nlang libanagn hehehe
sya (9/27/2008 1:29:54 AM): kaw kya yun sus
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:30:14 AM): hahaha ang gulo mong kausap
sya (9/27/2008 1:30:58 AM): i min kaw
sya (9/27/2008 1:31:04 AM): libanagn mo out of town
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:31:41 AM): ah ok cge gets ko na
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:32:19 AM): ilang yrs ka na dyan sa call center mo??
sya o (9/27/2008 1:32:42 AM): lapit na 4 yrs hehe
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:32:53 AM): wow!!! galing naman
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:33:00 AM): ikaw na ata ang mayaman eh
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:33:04 AM): paburger ka naman
sya (9/27/2008 1:33:23 AM): kung mayaman ako bumili nko ng barko hehehe
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:33:56 AM): aba eh bat ayaw mong bumili ng barko... nakatengga lng yang pera mo dyan
sya (9/27/2008 1:34:45 AM): ayaw ko d naman kasi ako sasakay hehe
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:35:23 AM): edi ako nalng sasakay
sya (9/27/2008 1:35:51 AM): cge kaw lang ang tao dun hehe
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:36:00 AM): hahahaha baliw
sya (9/27/2008 1:36:15 AM): hehe
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:36:16 AM): oi my cam kb?? paview naman
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:36:29 AM): wag kanrin mag suklay
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:36:37 AM): wag ka narin magpacute
sya (9/27/2008 1:38:45 AM): yun lang
sya (9/27/2008 1:38:45 AM): bawal cam d2 kaya
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:39:03 AM): ok payn
sya (9/27/2008 1:40:35 AM): bawal tlga
sya (9/27/2008 1:40:35 AM): saka d ko na nid mag suklat matagal nko wafu hehe
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:41:13 AM): hahahhaa ang lufet mo rin eh nu... kampante ka tlga ha
sya (9/27/2008 1:46:11 AM): yung harry potter natapus mo na
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:46:28 AM): whaaaa nde pa
sya (9/27/2008 1:47:04 AM): ngyaaak !!
sya (9/27/2008 1:47:12 AM): anu last book natapos mo
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:48:08 AM): whaaa nde ko na tinuloy un book noh simula nun mag break tayo :{
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:48:16 AM): sa movie nlng ako
sya (9/27/2008 1:48:58 AM): ay naku talo !!!!!! magbasa ka
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:49:11 AM): bket naman??
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:49:23 AM): ang kapal kaya ng libro
sya (9/27/2008 1:49:35 AM): anu ab last book na basa mo
sya (9/27/2008 1:49:46 AM): ngaaaaaak
sya (9/27/2008 1:49:56 AM): goblet of fire
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:50:17 AM): un bago mag goblet of fire
sya (9/27/2008 1:50:33 AM): nakooooooooooooow !! prisoner of azkaban !!
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:51:18 AM): hahaha uu nga... tpos nag momovie nlng akow
sya (9/27/2008 1:51:34 AM): nakow ineng !!
sya (9/27/2008 1:51:50 AM): better read na remaining books
sya (9/27/2008 1:52:38 AM): ur missing what u should call a masterpiece
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:52:55 AM): owwsss tlga???
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:53:06 AM): ikwento mo nlng sken
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:53:12 AM): sbi nila namatay na raw un isang character don sa 22ong buhay??
sya (9/27/2008 1:53:38 AM): i dunno werd u herd dat nyways
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:53:56 AM): sa frend ko
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:54:05 AM): nde ko maalala kun cnu don eh
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:54:12 AM): un namatay sa 22ong buhay
sya (9/27/2008 1:54:45 AM): u see
sya (9/27/2008 1:55:16 AM): in books their immortals
sya (9/27/2008 1:55:16 AM): haha prang bata eh no h !!!
sya (9/27/2008 1:56:16 AM): dami k naman pera
sya (9/27/2008 1:56:25 AM): naku u better read
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:56:35 AM): hahaha anu naman koneksyon ng pera don??
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:56:46 AM): ikwento mo na nga lng sken noh
sya (9/27/2008 1:57:05 AM): d ako magaling mag wento
sya (9/27/2008 1:57:18 AM): kasi u missed 4 books
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:57:27 AM): teka ilan naba ngayon??
sya (9/27/2008 1:57:31 AM): yung 6th book ang haba sobra
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:57:38 AM): dba hanggan 7 lng?
sya (9/27/2008 1:57:55 AM): yep 7 in all
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:58:22 AM): natapos mo na lahat??
sya (9/27/2008 1:59:01 AM): opkors hehe
Kuletz(9/27/2008 1:59:59 AM): hahhaha cnu nakatuluyan ni harry??
sya (9/27/2008 2:01:38 AM): ayaw ku nga mag basa ka hehe
Kuletz(9/27/2008 2:01:48 AM):
Kuletz(9/27/2008 2:01:52 AM): ang daya naman
Kuletz(9/27/2008 2:01:57 AM): un lng naman tanung ko eh
sya (9/27/2008 2:03:06 AM): sayang nga endi c cho nam or hermione
Kuletz(9/27/2008 2:03:29 AM): talaga?? eh cnu?
Kuletz(9/27/2008 2:03:33 AM): ah alam ko na
Kuletz(9/27/2008 2:03:35 AM): hulaan ko
Kuletz(9/27/2008 2:03:42 AM): un kapatid ni ron??
Kuletz(9/27/2008 2:03:46 AM): tama ba??
sya (9/27/2008 2:03:47 AM): ??
sya (9/27/2008 2:04:00 AM): magbasa ka
sya (9/27/2008 2:04:05 AM): hehehe
Kuletz(9/27/2008 2:04:10 AM): ang daya mo tlga
Kuletz(9/27/2008 2:04:15 AM): tama ako sa hula ko noh ??
sya (9/27/2008 2:04:20 AM): hehe
Kuletz(9/27/2008 2:04:29 AM): anu?

Sakto nun mag out sya sa YM eh nawalan narin ako ng connection sa internet. Coincidence? Kanina lang napag usapan namin sya at ngayon nagparamdam sya, wala na dapat akong internet connection pero patuloy parin ang connection ko at sya lang ang kachat ko nun time na un at kun kelan nag out sya, nawalan narin ako ng connection. Hahahaha kakaloka. Nde naman cguro nag mumulto lang sya dba?? Buhay pa naman cguro sya hanggan ngayon dba?

After nun conversation namin, naalala ko tuloy ang moment ng break up namin. Nasa dorm kami, nakaupo sa kama ko habang nag uusap. Isang panyo ang nasa kamay ko pamunas ng mga luhang pumapatak sa aking mga mata, ngunit ang isang panyong iyon ay nde sapat. Kaya kinuha ko ang kumot na nasa kama ko at ito ang ginawa kong pamunas sa luha ko. At aba ang mokong nakishare rin sa kumot na hawak ko. Nyahhahaha

Natutuwa lang ako sa mga pangyayari coz after ng break up, all I wanted to offer him is friendship. Pero parang panahon nga lang makakapag hilom ng sugatang puso. Ang kapal nya noh sya nga itong may atraso saken e tinatanggihan pa nya ang friedship na inaaalok ko sknya. Pero alam ko naman kun bket ayaw din nya tanggapin yun coz he knew na masasaktan lang ako lalo. Pero ngayon friends na kami ule yehey!!!!